I think I started this blog to clear some head space and share some of my thoughts.
I think that's why my head is so full up - I think too much. If I have just a couple of seconds to myself, I drift off into my thoughts. I think about everything. It's as I've got older, and more decisions have to be made, that you find yourself thinking things through.
I don't like getting older. Things change. And I don't think it's always for the better. I've found that the way I think has changed, I have days where my head thinks I'm invincible and nothing can hurt me and I don't care, and then I'll wake up the next day and regret how I felt the day before. It's a matter of balancing these feelings I know, but some days you just feel unbalanced. Today is an unbalanced day. Which is why I'm writing.
I feel different now. I'll write something another day.
